“These stairs…” Ewen began. Lily felt the brief,
shallow whispers of his breath on her cheek, and it was as if by not fully
exhaling, Ewen could keep in check an avid lust that had overtaken him.
“These stairs…they’re particularly treacherous.”
“I…I can see that–-“ Lily’s words broke off with a gasp
as Ewen shifted his hips, inadvertently skimming his leg along the cleft
between her thighs. The rough linen of her petticoat grazed her tender
skin, and Lily felt the answering flush of desire with a wet ache between
her thighs and the sudden exquisite chafe of fabric across her tightened
breasts.
Her intellect was putting up a valiant fight but she
was starting to give in to the wanting of him that pulsed deep in her. In
one last effort to suppress the clamoring of her heart and body, Lily
stammered, “B-but, Ewen, don’t you think--”
“Och, that’s precisely it, lass,” Ewen growled in a
voice thick with desire. He became suddenly–-frighteningly-–still.
Inhaling sharply, he rested his forehead on the damp stone above Lily’s
shoulder. He turned his head slightly, just short of nuzzling her neck
and, like a wild animal, Ewen breathed in her scent for what seemed to
Lily like an eternity.
Gathering himself, the laird lifted his head and,
dropping her wrists, abruptly pulled away. “Aye, that’s it lass, it seems
I’m not thinking at all at the moment.” His eyes were unable to meet hers
and instead focused on some vague point below. “Shall we down the stairs
then?”
The passion that had roiled within her only moments
before just as violently flashed into anger. She was furious. Furious at
her body for having such a traitorous reaction to the man. And furious at
the man himself for bringing her to the brink of surrender only to pull
back at the last moment. It had happened once before at the lake after
she had injured her foot, and she vowed she would not let it happen again.
Lily glared at his profile and declared in the
iciest and most clipped tone she could muster, “Yes. Let’s do continue.”
Ewen became the stoic Highland warrior once again
and, with a curt nod, led Lily through the door.
“Is this how it is with you and all the women at
this damned castle?” Lily uttered under her breath.
Swinging his head about, Ewen stared fiercely, “What
did you say?”
“Nothing.”
Ewen began to descend the stairs, but Lily stopped
again, demanding, “You said you’d help me get home. I don’t understand
why I’m off to work now like it’s no big deal.”
The laird turned slowly. “I’m doing everything in
my power to precisely those ends,” he told her in an even voice. “So
until which time we can divine this maze, I ask that you live as a member
of this household. A tractable member, aye?”
“Tractable?” she sputtered. “How’s this for
tractable? You find the maze and I’ll get out of your hair. I don’t
understand how you can’t find the thing. It was huge.”
“If there were a labyrinth, root it out we would—“
“Are you saying there’s no maze?”
“Och, lass”--the corner of his mouth twitched up, as
if amused by her outburst--“heed my words.” His gaze softened. Taking a
deep breath, Ewen continued gently, “I understand there’s a maze. What I
can’t understand, and what no man can, is the fickle way of the universe.
Be it stars, or magic, I’ve no way to know. But I continue my search,
lass. Meanwhile, I’ve also scouts looking for the witch woman. If
there’s anyone able, it is Gormshuil who’ll lead us to the portal that
will find you home.”
Ewen gave her an encouraging nod. “I gave you my
word, and my word I keep.” Extending his arm toward the stairs, he added,
“Now please come with me, Lil’.”
She paused a moment. She supposed she had no choice
but to trust the man. “Okay,” she grumbled.
Lily ducked through the low doorway and momentarily
forgot her indignation as she looked in amazement at the staircase below.
It reminded her of something out of a horror movie. As they wound around
and down the stairs, she had to steady herself with one hand along the
gray walls, shivering at the clammy, damp stone underneath her fingertips.
The passage was shrouded in darkness but for an eerie light that danced
across the aged stone, emanating from the torch that Ewen had taken from
one of the hallway sconces.
“This staircase is a part of the original castle
keep,” Ewen explained in an uncharacteristically reserved voice. Putting
aside her anger, Lily had to admit she was thankful to have the laird by
her side. This place gave her the creeps.
If only the sound of his voice didn’t send such a
shock of heat through her center.
“When it was first built, this was the maids’ stair;
they used it as a way to get from the kitchens to the main bedrooms. So
they’d not have to traipse through the rest of the keep carrying tea or
whatnot.
“There’s also a passage to a wee dock off of Loch
Linnhe, but that was sealed off by my grandmother when my own father was
but a lad.”
They reached a small landing. “Most of it has been
closed off, but for the library, and”--Ewen opened the door to a flood of
sunlight--“John’s rooms.” Lily gasped at the stark contrast between the
dark passageway and the lovely room in front of her. Unlike the original
castle, this room had walls of a rich, coffee-brown wood. Above the
wainscoting were small paintings, hung atop swaths of a sunny yellow
fabric. The paintings were all small oils, detailing landscapes, horses,
the sea, and similar idyllic subjects. Lily was transported. It was what
she imagined old England to look like–-small, upholstered couches, a
gaming table, chess board by the fireplace. The only thing missing, Lily
mused, was a pianoforte.
Then the tranquility was shattered by an inhuman
shriek...