His wife was looking up at the night sky, humming some song he couldn’t
quite recollect the name of. She had on the same clothes she’d had on that
morning—short sleeves and baggy slacks.
"Aren’t you cold, honey," Bernard pestered his
wife, "without a sweater?"
"Nah. I’m fine." She sat there and stared around
them.
"It doesn’t look the same," she said, "with no
houses."
"No, it doesn’t. I miss everyone, don’t you?"
"Sometimes." She leaned back and let out a small
moan.
In the moonlight, she somehow looked younger to
him.
"Is your arm hurting again?"
"No, not too much tonight. I’m just tired. I could
sleep for days."
Bernard felt the worry nibbling at him again.
There was something he kept trying to remember, but couldn’t. Something bad.
He wondered what was happening with his memory lately. There seemed to be
gaps he couldn’t fill. Some hours, days that were fuzzy.
The night had spawned a creeping gray mist that
settled over their front yard, a blanket spotted with twinkling fireflies.
Strange, Bernard was thinking, that there were fireflies in October.
"You know, I haven’t been myself really," his
wife was saying in a soft voice, "since the accident."
"What accident?" Bernard felt another nibble as
the fireflies made patterns in the thin fog. So pretty. Blink. Blink. Blink.
He’d always loved fireflies; used to chase them when he was a kid, but he’d
never trap them in bottles. That had seemed too cruel. He’d catch them,
gently hold them for a few seconds, and then let them go.
Althea was looking at him and he could barely see
the oval of her face floating in the darkness. "Bernard! The accident we had
in the spring on Route Three…around that construction…when our car collided
with that truck. The road narrowed from four lanes to one. Then—" she
suddenly stopped. "I don’t remember what happened next, do you?" She rubbed
her forehead. "I hate not being able to remember things when I need to." She
sighed.